October, 2025
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I love the Lord so much. Wow, it's October 5th at 12:29 AM, and I am so emotional right now. Jesus has held little Nkiru from the first day she stepped into the world, and He's held her so closely, He's never let go. Adonai loves me. He loves me not because of anything I have or don't have, not because of the people He's given me, not because of my actions, not because of my intimacy with Him, not because of my obedience. He just loves me. He loves us so much.
I realised sometime last month that God, Yahweh, as I stay in awe of Him, is magnificent, brilliant, kind, loyal, amazing. I could drop everything I consider meaningful at His feet, and just having Him would make my life double portion. With the Lord, He ensures that it wouldn't look like anything was missing. That's who the Lord is, He fills every vacuum, every hole.
About two years ago, I had the inspiration to start writing letters to God called "Hi Abba." Today I feel led to officially begin.
I was actually going to write about how the world God had given to humanity to steward is slowly deteriorating, a slow, long euthanasia everyone is being made to go through with new technologies, worship of mammon, worldly systems pitting people against each other, poverty, hatred, over-dependence on self, no communion with the Holy Spirit… I could go on. Obviously, I was going to finish with a hopeful message. Just like this euthanasia is hidden from people and people are oblivious to it, some, thankfully, have seen the light and chosen to stay with the best lifeline: Jesus. I am so happy sensing a revival among youth, people coming to Jesus because they want true life from Him. That's the hope. Staying with Jesus is our truest, safest, and most authentic self.
I'm writing this now, mostly thinking about how kind the Lord is, and officially starting HI ABBA today.
Hi Abba is writings about dimensions of God I have discovered and seen in other people's lives. There are so many sides to Yahweh. I always feel like I'm barely scratching the surface, and I want to know Him even deeper. I love Jesus so much, and I want people to know there's more out there. There's more with the Lord, it's like an everlasting journey that can't be exhausted.
Even the elders and angels who have been with God for eons haven't fully grasped the depth of the Lord, the awe and majesty of our King, Jesus…
'And when he had taken the scroll, the four living creatures and the twenty-four elders fell down before the Lamb, each holding a harp, and golden bowls full of incense, which are the prayers of the saints. And they sang a new song, saying, “Worthy are you to take the scroll and to open its seals, for you were slain, and by your blood you ransomed people for God from every tribe and language and people and nation, Then I looked, and I heard around the throne and the living creatures and the elders the voice of many angels, numbering myriads of myriads and thousands of thousands, saying with a loud voice, “Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing!” '
Revelation 5:8-9,11-12
I really look forward to sharing this during this season. I would love to share from my perspective and others'.
I love you all, and Jesus loves you more.
Kiki💜